you

I'm asleep but my heart lies awake. I walk but no motion. I talk no voice. I hurt but I can't feel. I lost you I cant find me.
I sit up and wonder did you ever realize that you had a good girl?
everytime I tried to blame you I ended up blaming me.
I guess i never got over you....
I tried to get you to see that you had a good girl, but the harder I tried the more I saw how bad you was for me...
But you were the one who let me go...
No matter where I go I feel you embedded in my soul.
your essences is in my breath
your words linger in my thoughts
your face is imprinted in my mind, I see it every-time I close my eyes
I wish I could let you go.....