Dear Love

I thought living w/out you could be easy... but who am I kidding life with you is like living with out a purpose. I am breathing but I am not living. I can see every thing around me but yet I feel empty. I once had this pure image of you that is slowly drifting. you are becoming a once thought about idea that no longer exist. I do not know how I got here. I do not know how I lost you. I cant even remember what it feels like to have you in my world. Sometimes I think I never really had you in My world maybe I had a replica... that could be why nothing has worked out but to be honest I thought living without you would be easy but my heart aches everyday wondering why does it hurt so bad to be alone?. Why does everyday seem to be a battle. I guess its time for me to be honest and admit life without you isn't as good as it gets... I'm lonely and not having you hurts the most.