L.O.V.E

Love, I use to think you were a word with so much value. I use to worship the ground you walked on. I use to daydream about the moment you would be mine. I use to think that sometimes you had to go through trenches to find you. Then one day I woke up and realized that you didn't mean the same to me anymore. Or maybe I never took the time to understand your meaning. Now I sit here with once I would of called a heart but now is simply a mere organ that beats only to live... it once beated for time and your existence. I'm not sure how to feel since I stopped believing in you, it's like the world is a darker place and I just can't find a light switch. I'm wondering around wondering how did I get here? How did I let you destroy me? I thought you loved me? I guess Love doesn't love everyone. Funny thing I would of walked this whole world to show you that I loved you but you... Never came after me it was like I never even mattered to you. Now I must pick myself up from the dream that never came true and heal myself from the pain I allowed myself to feel... Love you are now just four letter word that has no meaning.