This week has been a tough one for me, I decided that I was no longer allowing my cousin to be a part of my life. I know that's a tough thing to do. Don't get me wrong I love her with all of my heart but somehow she can break my heart into a million pieces. Ever since we were young she would control everything and always think that she could out do me. She just couldn't see I was just her cousin. She always felt like since I was the prettier skinnier young she felt like she needed to compete with me. It drove a wedge in our friendship. we stop talking after some time she had a baby and left her boyfriend and asked if we could try again and all I ever wanted was us to be close. This time was different we were finally adults life was going to be different. I was different I wasn't that little girl she could bully anymore and she didn't like this me and I tried to make her happy I changed how she looked allowed her to wear my clothes made her this person she always wanted and yet she always thought I wanted her unhappy. I just couldn't understand why.... So Robin.... This is my goodbye to you I can't be blamed for your wrongs, My heart can't keep breaking to fix yours. My eyes can't cry tears to make you happy... My words are left on deaf ears.. you were never alone I was always here or maybe you thought I never really was... But just know I tried beyond words and actions...
BYE....
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